Time to take stock

Its time to take stock before the upcoming year, the planned wedding and the new job. A lot of change is happening on all fronts - and its important to have a calm composure while the madness is unfolding. It's also time to revisit some useful principles - daily meditation, reflecting on inner strengths.

Man in the middle

I hate being the man in the middle. I dont want to be a messenger boy or an arbitrator. I want some things in my own way. The rest, I dont really care about. Problem is the people I care about are obsessed with things that I dont care about.
Should I care about the people? Yes. Should I care about their issues? Well...

Putting myself through a lot

The tension, anxieties, insecurities, worries, fears are getting a little bit too much to handle at the moment. At times I feel I am one against the world for all the preparations for engagement/marriage. I am so convinced about this that I view everything as a threat to my wishes. And that's not good.
The problems lie within. The answers also lie within.

Goose is cooked

The goose is fully cooked. Am getting engaged on Jan 27. Am also shifting jobs on Jan 13.
It's a time of change and excitement.
I'm scared.
Merry Christmas!

My goose is getting cooked...

...by today evening, it should be fully done.

Health is Wealth... literally

If I dont have good health, I'll spend a lot of wealth... which will flow eventually to the medical system of doctors and hospitals. Spent a bomb on some tests for diagnosing back ache. Bloody hell - I want more wealth.

It's all coming back

The aggression, the drive, the just-do-it attitude. It's all coming back. Finally. Phew.

Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus

Its true. Very true.

The focus is coming in

The focus is sharpening slowly. Decisions are being made. The time is one of breaking off from many traditional/long-held beliefs.